Monday, March 22, 2004
so frustrated
          agh i'm so frustrated right now.  i just came off of a great weekend (which i will describe in more detail in a bit), but i'm at work so i wanna keep this short.  i'm starting to feel like i still haven't gotten my life together yet.  and all my friends are all over the place and so few are here in nyc.  i miss having a car and i miss having family nearby.  and most of all i miss having friends to go hang out and just do random things with.  what happened to just picking up your things and leaving for fun trips on a whim?  no more calling up buddies to go see a movie whenever we wanted or going out to grab a bite to eat.  i miss those college days -- i miss driving my '95 champagne-colored taurus.  and most of all i miss being with close friends -- you know who you are.